It's all in God's hands...only He knows what the future holds for me and for each of us Fibro Fighters who are dealing with the many aspects of this disease. I am finding out more and more each day there is so much more to it than I ever even thought existed. I went to the doctor again with new problems arising this week with chest pains and shortness of breath. I had a Spirometry test to measure lung function and didn't do too well....so now am referred to yet another specialist... a Pulmonary Doctor since I may have a Pulmonary Obstruction. I came home thinking to myself...what now??? Can anything else go wrong in this body of mine???? I am so tired of being sick and tired of going to the doctor...tired of tests...tired of trying new meds....but I know that there has to be a reason ....if nothing else, maybe just because it is good for me to just to have to sit and rest, and reflect on God and His promises to me. I know He knows all about what I am going through and knows all about my body. If I didn't have to rest, I wouldn't have met so many sweet friends. If I didn't have to just rest, I wouldn't be doing what I love to do ...write....and I am finding that the more I write, the more I have to write about. This morning, as I woke up at 3:00 am, and not able to get back to sleep, my thoughts went once again to ..."Be Still and Know that I am God....." Just rest....and trust that He knows, cares, and is with you!
